Friday, January 27, 2012

Friday Confessional


I confess . . . 
I love being a mom!
It is the best feeling in the world!
My little girl's gummy grin always makes my day!

I confess . . .
Its because of her that we are looking to find somewhere else to live.
I am not comfortable with the way things are going at my house right now.
I should  be able to be comfortable in my own home.

I confess . . .
I am having more issues with my grandmother by the day.
I thought we had everything worked out.
Apparently I was wrong.

I confess . . . 
Tommy and I have been staying at my mom's. 
Sleeping on the couches.
Just so we don't have to put up with my grandmother and her creepy boyfriend. 

I confess . . .
I don't mind her having a boyfriend.
I just don't like this guy.
He is creepy and rude. 

I confess . . .
It worries me that she is bringing this man into our home because . . .
She has only known him for 3 months and
She met him off the internet. 

I confess . . .
I'll be friends with someone online
But I will not go out and meet them, and def won't take them to my house!
They could be a pedophile or psycho! 

I confess . . .
I am shocked she hasn't thought of this.
She has worked in law enforcement for over 20 years.
Kinda makes you wonder huh?

I confess . . .
I really don't know whats up with her lately.
She is being rude and demanding.
She is def not the woman she once was.

I confess . . .
I don't mind doing the cleaning and cooking around the house.
I do however mind being demanded to do such on her schedule.
I am a mom and a student. My daughter comes first, then my studies, then the rest of the stuff.

I confess . . .
I have a feeling when we leave its gonna be ugly.
We stayed because she asked us to.
But when she know how that guy makes me feel and she is still willing to bring him into my home (with myself and my newborn daughter, without Tommy) its crossing the line.

I confess . . .
I feel like she has chosen this guy over family.
The sad thing?
I'm not the only one who thinks that.

I confess . . . 
We are all shocked at her actions.
She is acting like a careless teenager with raging hormones.
Not a responsible great-grandmother who had a hysterectomy 40 years ago.

I confess . . .
My younger sister is more responsible than my grandmother.
It makes us all uncomfortable.
My mom is pissed at my grandmother for acting this way- so am I.

I confess . . .
I thought you were supposed to get wiser with age.
Not dumber. 
Apparently I was wrong. 

I confess . . .
It feels good to be blogging again.
I really should take time each day to write a little something on here.
Even if its just talking about Addison.

Hope every one has a Happy Friday! 

7 comments:

  1. I agree - how scary. I always think women should trust their intuition. If your alarm bells are going off I bet it's with good reason. I'm so sorry you're going through this though. :(

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    1. Thanks, hopefully things will be different soon.

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  2. So sorry he's so creepy. Actually, I met my husband on the Internet. We talked for almost two months (via email, then phone) before we actually met for a date in a very public place. Well, ten years later, here we are! But, he's not creepy! I don't blame you for feeling violated that she brings him around you and your little girl. It'd be different if she had her own place. Hope it all works out!

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    1. She isn't being smart about her decisions in my opinion. She didn't even let us know she was dating this guy and went on a 'date' with him and left her cell phone in her car at her brother's house. I'm worried for her as well but I have to do what I think is right for my little girl.

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  3. Oh Dear! I hope life gets less stressful for you and your family.

    BTW...not all people on the internet are bad, you just have to be careful. I met my husband online as well. I am sure I drove people crazy at first with him, but I had him checked out and the funny thing was he did the same about me.

    Again, I hope you have less stress in your life soon...being a Mom and a full time student is stressful enough.

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    1. Its not so much about her meeting him on the internet as she didn't even talk to him for three weeks before she brought him to our house and she never introduced him to us. He has stayed the night at my house several times and has yet to even say hello to me or my husband.

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  4. oh yeah girlie...gotta watch out for your baby. if you think he might be a creeper, he really might be.

    i am sorry i am so slow getting here, i had a fun busy weekend with my family. gotta live life a little. thanks for linking up!!

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